Rushing & Worrying is completely pointless, I realized clearly tonight, because there's nowhere to be but here. So take your time and enjoy it, make the best out of it, expect the best out of it. Trust yourself and the thing you're in. It couldn't hurt just to try it, right? See if it works?
And might as well enjoy it cause this is the only moment exactly like this one. Enjoy who you are, what you've learned, what you dreamed so far; and enjoy the one's you're with, the ones you taught, the ones you learned from, even if you hated them at the time.
I talked with my favorite auntie on the phone over the weekend. She sent me a condolence card about gpa passing and honestly it made me feel more emotion than I did when hearing gpa died. Maybe something's wrong with me or maybe I really don't believe in death anymore or maybe it just feels much better to feel the love from my aunt.
We talked about the economic situation, I mean I guess that's what all republicans and probably most democrats are talking about right now. I suppose it's hard not to worry as you watch your retirement slip away. Maybe I've lived without healthcare (insurance) too long, I'm used to the risk. I live on the edge. :) But I also think that although things are crazy fubared at the moment, I really believe things are gonna be okay, maybe better than okay, maybe really great - a place with clean air and calorie-less Twinkies made out of spelt. I guess it couldn't hurt to hope.
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Hope is never deconstructive kiddo.
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