Sicky 4 Real!

I hate being sick. It's depressing. It's like I'm unable to remember a time when I wasn't it so overwhelms and absorbs me. It's hard not to be with Phlegm being a constant reminder. At least I finally slept for a couple of hours today, mouth open, drooling. I woke up in a pile of it, wet and cold on my cheek. Although it would seem you have all the free time in the world when your sick you don't have the energy or inclination to do anything but... be... sick. I find myself sitting and staring at nothing in particular, like I'm some old senile woman waiting for the wind to carry me home. I know I'm dramatic. It's a built-in mechanism that I have no control over at this point. I'm probably thinking on death a little because I watched "The Savages" tonight.. a pretty good movie with Phillip Seymour Hoffman (one of my favs) and Laura Linney about these two siblings and their dying estranged father. It brought up old familiar and heartbreaking memories of my mom in the nursing home. She was there for 10 years (I was 15) before she died. Horrible places, nursing homes. I hope never never to step foot in one again. But that's a long story and I'm tired.

$$$Prosperity Game - $81,000$$$

Well, I would buy a new body right now if I could be considering that's probably improbable and even if I could it would cost a whole helluva lot more than $81,000, I think what I will do with this money is invest it into Blog4Reel as a necessary but loathsome marketing budget.. print ads, online ads, maybe even a billboard or two. I'm sure it won't buy much on a national level but it's a start!